Tys is mhy Favouryte n only
                                                                  Tangkis !
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heyhey !

hello :)
sorry for not updated for few days as im so so busy with packing all mhy things...
n also bz finding ways for mhyself to b sumone better.. :)
soon im gonna say goodbye woodlands n hello2 to yishun,.. woohoo!
its a bit far foor me to myt  mhy only beloved tangkis.. ! hmm.bt wat to do, tys is all life...
hahaha..
now i been mysink mhy tangkis so much...nvm, she s at her uncle place..its okayh i understand her alot as she has alot of pressurement n sadness,,..at least when she at her uncle place there still ppl entertain her n maker her smile .. :)
rather me cnt b dere for 24/7...im so sorry dear.. i try bt as for now im so bz wit mhy personnel things...im so sorry...i realli hope euh understand me .. n i be back as per normal after everythink is stable... so tat we cn achieve eur dreams to go n eat seoul garden,,... hehehehe.. :)last bt not least , to all mhy fwen at wlds ..tc n goodbye.. A.P.K (apape pecyt kayh ) :)

heylo2 :)

sorry for not updating yesterday,..hehe..as im so bz layan mataer smlm..hmmm..
smlm dah jumpe dyer duhh.. hahahha..gerek...! only me n her knows it...hahaha..
things are getting better between me n her.. huhu! aku maseyh nk umpe dyer..!
hahaha..gemok kuhh shynk ko luhh duhh...! n also love euh mhy tangkis.......
!tangkis! tangkis! tangkis..!:)one more thing.. shynk plsh expand eur feelinks n cheer up..
im always here for euh witout fail. aitex? i cnt c euh sad... if not i feel e same too.. :(
kay luhh till here.. i wanna knockout.. !!!zzzzz!

heyhey ! im bored !

ello :)
im realli damn bored...
as for today im sitting at home for e whole day...
but lucky enuf, ther is qayyum...he entertain me
wit all hys crack jokes... hahaha... he been  here
for 4 days already...to entertain me .n help me wit
packing all mhy things...heheh..
shynk... imysm !!! hmmm.. :(
nk umpe euh... !!! i naqk hug euh kuat n wnt let euh go...
hehehehe...kayluhh... i also gtg as im nwt seeing ayum sleeping...is so fun..hahah
im joining hym too... :) tc. nytez.!

Mhy Bad Day ! :(

 today is mhy bad day when i myt her..cox we quarell e whole day..

is not mhy intention to quarell.. bt..i dhun know wats wrong wit me today...haish...

im so sorry abt it..plsh forgive me...as i nyd tyme to  change n learn from mhy mistakes...

as for e money euh gave me..is not i dhun wanna take it cox as a guy im e one shul do tat not euh...bt euh offerink me tat way i feel as if im euseless in tys world...n i know tat im useless to b a good guy for euh..

IM SORRY MHY DEAR GERL...!!!!! PLSH FORGIVE ME...!!! im full of sadness so plsh..understand me...! kay luhh..till here...im speechless n blank... tc... ! :(

EarLy in E moRninq ! :(

heyhey ! good mornink ! i kinda off jux wake up !

hehehe! cox i sleep very late yesterday.....

yesterday,i`ve done sumtink stupid.....

i go n hurt mhyself yesterday.....

becos i quarell wit mhy ahyng !

n tat so miserable of me, to quarell wit her in e middle of e night...

actually, we quarell jux becos e past, n it jus a small topic....

and yesterday i realli burst out everythink...as i hv  keep mhy anger wit everyone..

so yesterday i realli burst it out...n i cnt control mhy anger, n wat i did is,

BANG mhy head  at e door  continously...dhen i also punch e door continously

i even keep on cryink non stop...i make myself  looked like a fool yesterday n also like

a mad person.... yum n mhyra have a conversation abt tys quarellink topic...so yum keep on

tell me to tok to her.. bt i dhun want ! as i know if i were to tok things get worst...

cox i realli feel tat i wanna end mhy life tat part of tyme...bt, i hv think she is my only gerl

if im her partner i wont b dere who will be dere for her?

so, slowly i get e housefon  n we hv a slowtalk.

thanks god, after talking...we r bck as per normal..

i appreciate it.... :) :)

After we r okayh... we hv a small fight agaen abt mhy ex n dyer nyer TANGKIS

for tys part i will just share till here, as i fynd it weird of me to quarell all

 becos of tys...

so i save e quarelling part...ader taqk mcm hero save2? hehehehehe!

last bt not least, she tell me dat she wanna change bt dhen im lost

 so i say change wat,.. dhen she xplain tat she wann me to kol her other names instead

of `AHYNG` SO I FEEL E PAIN N I ASK WHYE...DHEN SHE SAY ITS BECOS OF E INCIDENT TAT SHE CAUGHT ME RED HANDED SAVINK A GERL CONTACT AS `YANK`

bt its nt totally mhy fault..bt wat to do she found  it...

so... im to be blame... sorry shynk! From dere i jus tok to her  apyt, mhyra....

dhen she even say apyt maseyh uhy naqk bbl gan mhyra apyt mhyra..

dhen i say, wat eu want me to kol euh?

dhen she say forget abt changing it,...so i say its hard for mee to pnggl lagy,

after she say that...

1year  6 months  i been calling euh `ahyng`  in a sudden jus one mistake, euh want me to kol

eu diffrent word its imposible !

*i say to her if euh want me to change watever i kol euh  dhen jus change.. it doesn`t

make a diffrent whether eu change or not .. as im arleady hurt so it takes tyme...

dhen she ask ` euh naqk sngt `? dhen i say no... it takes tyme..

after tat we jus remain talking apyt mhyra...

dhen i even open topic ... like, eu r not sleeping?

dhen she say she wont sleep slagy sayer pnggl dyer ahyng..!

n im guilty...so im collecting all my guts....few mins lata... i kol her ahyng... n she was like so

HAPPY! HEHEHEHE! SO  after dat we doink good...

dhen  i ask her to slyp... she okayh wit it... so i sang song for her to make her sleep...

n FINALLY  she slyp after she laugh alot..hehehehehehe... I LOVE EUH SHYNK !

n i fall asleep witout realising...! hehehehehe!

 till here....

Tired !

i just got home at arnd 6.50 am... me and ayum went to triple 8 to buy some food..

cox we so damn hungry like ten years not eaten ... hehehehe !

after tat we slack arnd triple8 too as we r bored when we get home...

we did talk things tat make sense n talk nonsense just to make ourself

happy by laughing at each other..hahaha!  after tat at arnd 6.45am

we make a move from there...n we enter the house, without thingking anytink

we clean up my house to make my mum happy.. :)

as yum was cleanink at e hall, i went to wash our clothes as its smells stinks !

hahahaha! bt not realli.! :)

follow by, wash e toilet... hehehe! i hv alot of fun playink water alone :)

n now im proud to tell everyone tat mhy toilet is already clean n shiny...

woooohoooooo!!!!! :)

after i hv done it... i make a fon call to mhy "ahynq" bt she nvr pick up

mhy call...bt nvm, i wont get angry cos she sleepink n lata she`s goink to werk..

as tomoro school REOPEN!!!!  n she nyd to hv alot of rest n i want her to hv

a good rest at home.... ` ahynq all e best startink from tomoro onwards

school reopen...no more waking up late, no more goink home late,

 n no more werking on weekdays` .... get it? so ahyng study hard aitex... huhuhu!

till here.... im blank... cox ayum fall asleep already n went  to lalaland.. :)

last bt not least,,,

 i love euh so much ahyng...!!!!!! :-*