EarLy in E moRninq ! :(

heyhey ! good mornink ! i kinda off jux wake up !

hehehe! cox i sleep very late yesterday.....

yesterday,i`ve done sumtink stupid.....

i go n hurt mhyself yesterday.....

becos i quarell wit mhy ahyng !

n tat so miserable of me, to quarell wit her in e middle of e night...

actually, we quarell jux becos e past, n it jus a small topic....

and yesterday i realli burst out everythink...as i hv  keep mhy anger wit everyone..

so yesterday i realli burst it out...n i cnt control mhy anger, n wat i did is,

BANG mhy head  at e door  continously...dhen i also punch e door continously

i even keep on cryink non stop...i make myself  looked like a fool yesterday n also like

a mad person.... yum n mhyra have a conversation abt tys quarellink topic...so yum keep on

tell me to tok to her.. bt i dhun want ! as i know if i were to tok things get worst...

cox i realli feel tat i wanna end mhy life tat part of tyme...bt, i hv think she is my only gerl

if im her partner i wont b dere who will be dere for her?

so, slowly i get e housefon  n we hv a slowtalk.

thanks god, after talking...we r bck as per normal..

i appreciate it.... :) :)

After we r okayh... we hv a small fight agaen abt mhy ex n dyer nyer TANGKIS

for tys part i will just share till here, as i fynd it weird of me to quarell all

 becos of tys...

so i save e quarelling part...ader taqk mcm hero save2? hehehehehe!

last bt not least, she tell me dat she wanna change bt dhen im lost

 so i say change wat,.. dhen she xplain tat she wann me to kol her other names instead

of `AHYNG` SO I FEEL E PAIN N I ASK WHYE...DHEN SHE SAY ITS BECOS OF E INCIDENT TAT SHE CAUGHT ME RED HANDED SAVINK A GERL CONTACT AS `YANK`

bt its nt totally mhy fault..bt wat to do she found  it...

so... im to be blame... sorry shynk! From dere i jus tok to her  apyt, mhyra....

dhen she even say apyt maseyh uhy naqk bbl gan mhyra apyt mhyra..

dhen i say, wat eu want me to kol euh?

dhen she say forget abt changing it,...so i say its hard for mee to pnggl lagy,

after she say that...

1year  6 months  i been calling euh `ahyng`  in a sudden jus one mistake, euh want me to kol

eu diffrent word its imposible !

*i say to her if euh want me to change watever i kol euh  dhen jus change.. it doesn`t

make a diffrent whether eu change or not .. as im arleady hurt so it takes tyme...

dhen she ask ` euh naqk sngt `? dhen i say no... it takes tyme..

after tat we jus remain talking apyt mhyra...

dhen i even open topic ... like, eu r not sleeping?

dhen she say she wont sleep slagy sayer pnggl dyer ahyng..!

n im guilty...so im collecting all my guts....few mins lata... i kol her ahyng... n she was like so

HAPPY! HEHEHEHE! SO  after dat we doink good...

dhen  i ask her to slyp... she okayh wit it... so i sang song for her to make her sleep...

n FINALLY  she slyp after she laugh alot..hehehehehehe... I LOVE EUH SHYNK !

n i fall asleep witout realising...! hehehehehe!

 till here....